I’m finding it difficult to understand Diana–perhaps more so than before; yet, it’s not eating at me as it had so many times before…
I wish that I could share this with her; express to her some of my confusion and misunderstandings…
…but, I know that I can’t, because it only seems to aggravate her. Honestly, I believe that the aggravation she feels comes from her own confusion.
I’d love to have the chance to talk with her about some of the things she says she reflects upon–to see if when she thinks of the past year and all of the things she’s done, whether there is at any point the wish to return to or start a new life with me.