I’m really kind of getting upset at myself and the world for there being a lack of time in my life for me to sit down and express all my thoughts and feelings on anything and everything going on in my life. I do desperately want to share what goes on in my head, but there just simply isn’t enough time. And it frustrates me, as I know that there had been time once, even when I had been employed full-time. I just can’t seem to rediscover how I managed to balance things.

I mean, okay, sure, some of my previous efforts where kind of automated, using various scripts and plugins, jerking posts from other sites where I shared quick blurbs and status updates like here’s what I liked on YouTube, here’s what song I just listened to, here’s and article I stumbled upon, here’s where I went today, etc. Sometimes, though, it was those stupid little simple things that I wanted to share, and sometimes it was those things that I shared that helped me to create a post a day or so later hen I actually had the time to sit down and write.

I kind of miss that version of the Internet that I had played with. All the inter-connectivity that was possible–and all of it free!

It kinda looks like I might’ve broken something in my connection between my self-hosted and the wp.com mirror. I have no idea what I did–and I don’t have the time this morning to try and fix it. I likely won’t have the time for a week or more, honestly. Not that it matters much, anyway.

Edit/Update: Just attempted to duplicate the last post that wasn’t getting sent, as this one did. The duplicated one–which I started fresh as a new entry–didn’t go through, again. The only “oddity” between the two–this and the other–is that the other includes attached media, whereas this is text only. Hmmm.

I wanted to write a bit. Now I’m not feeling it so much. I’m just like in this state of where–here, never-mind, here’s an image that maybe best describes my feelings, right now:

Yep. And I can’t write with my head stuck in that place.