I was pretty hateful and ugly in my earlier adult years

# I was pretty hateful and ugly in my earlier adult years
Fri 13 Jan 2023 04:39:53 PM EST

…and I came to that conclusion after reviewing a few of my older posts. Wow. I won’t really take anything that I had said or done back–unless it is something I’ve already taken back, of course–but still… yikes.

Needless to say, I’ve already removed some of the more colorful and private posts from public view. For the most-part you would have to be in the know of my life at the time to understand them, anyway.

A point of self-reflection, I guess; and in that I think I’ve discovered that I have changed and grown slightly–primarily through the company I keep–and yet, I haven’t changed all that much. Honestly the latter strikes a bit of fear within me, as if I haven’t changed all that much, then I am still very capable of being the same person I had been–which is a hateful and ugly weakling.

Oh, well.

I’ll be moving on to try and do some more work on this journal or whatever you wanna call it.

–J