(formerly) private for December 25, 2011

[edit 3/13/2012: this post was originally set to "diana's eyes only". given the recent changes, there's no need to keep this one private…]

i dunno.

hearing the words "i don't think i'll ever be happy" doesn't necessarily make me feel any better…

Diana and I were talking last night about…

Our past… I guess…

And things that we feel.

I think that ask she was meaning was that she would likely never find any man that could ever make her happy… Not that she's looking…not that she is even considering looking…

I dunno.

It was her trying to say that she recognizes that she would look at anyone and see fault. even if she didn't see fault immediately, she would likely make an issue arise.

Still. I dunno. Doesn't make me feel any better.

Funny in a way. She says she thinks I settled. But her words… They seem to make it sound like she settled.

sigh

I love her.

How can I make her happy?

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