further depression and confusion…

I’m trying to figure out why I let her take control of my emotions again.

…but can I really say “again”? That implies that I had let her stop controlling my emotions…

Just a few more days…

…a few more days, and I will have better direction–I will know more if what is on her mind, and whether we will be together again…

…marriage counseling. We’re scheduled for marriage counseling, and she still has his ass lying next to hers in bed!

I don’t know… She can’t make up her mind as to what she wants… She loves him but sees it is already failing… She still has feelings for me, and sees that we might be able to repair things…

I don’t know…