Yep, another entry from a notebook – I didn’t date this one. I believe it to be either July 9, or 16…
So, I am sitting in the classroom and am only one of two persons present at this time. Three other students have stopped in and dropped off their texts and notebooks.
I sit in the rear of the classroom, beside a window. Well, a wall of windows, really. A glass wall I suppose you could say. A beautiful view looking down at the grounds. The lawn is beautiful and green, striped as well. I wonder how difficult it is for the landscapers to mow that lawn and keep an evenly striped pattern with so many trees out there. I can count twenty-plus trees through the view of this one pane of glass. I wonder how many trees lie on the entire campus grounds.
Another student has entered.
Now I am the only one present in the room. Wait–spoke too soon. One of the book’s owners has arrived. He seems to be an interesting fellow. I had to contain my laughter last week, when he questioned something that I thought was common knowledge. I believe the topic had been on “emo.” He had no clue what “emo” was, and was astounded when he heard of the dress and mannerisms of an “emo” person.
I’ll tell you one thing – there are a wide variety of personalities here.
It’s 5:45p.m. Fifteen minutes until class begins.
One student is hoping we get dismissed early.
I have yet to stay past nine o’clock in any of my classes.
That student and another are speculating what our evening will be like.
Nine of us now. Nine minutes to do to the six o’clock hour.
I have no real idea as to what I am doing at this moment.
Ah, one student brought their notebook PC. I wish mine wasn’t in pawn. I’d be bringing it to class as well. Oh well, when the quarter is nearly over, I shall have it again.
Six minutes now. Everyone looks so enthusiastic. Sarcasm. Such a wonderful thing. I really need to sit down and set out a plan when it comes to my notebooks and other materials for class.
Four minutes now.
Men are outside with leaf blowers, clearing the walks of grass clippings.
Two minutes.
Still nine students. No instructor.
I hate this notebook. Well, I have a strong disliking for it. Spiral-bound and no perforations.
Ah, the teacher has arrived, with thirty seconds to spare. She’s asked if anyone read an article that was handed out last week. Everyone shakes his/her head. I read it last week…
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July 30, 2007 – ENG101
Yes, another handwritten entry, typed up later….
It is 5:33p.m. I am the only one in the room. There is only evidence of one other student thus far.
In other news, Diana is roaming the school. I got to eCampus, and when she came out, she informed me that Crystal would meet us at Sullivan and pick the kids up, so that she could come here and do homework. I don’t know whether Crystal has made it yet, for I have left Diana and the children outside, so that I may sit and wait for class to begin.
5:37p.m. Diana just came to tell me she’d be working in 235/236.
I am starving. I really haven’t eaten anything today. I had one of those stupid “Instant Lunches.”
5:40p.m. Twenty minutes. I can hardly contain my excitement.
So, I wonder where everyone is. They usually start filing in by now. Maybe we just won’t have a class tonight. That would be awesome. Of course, it would be ridiculous for anyone to miss the night before loan overages are released. That’s one of the main reasons why I am here tonight. Well, that and I truly enjoy coming to class. I know – I’m weird.
5:45p.m. Tick-tock-tick-tock. Really, no ticking or tocking. Battery operated clocks. No real sound for that. I am having so much fun. I shiver with anticip–
–ation.
So, I’m supposed to be writing a paper on how one blogs. I have no idea how that will be interesting. It may prove to be difficult. The idea is that I am giving a process analysis. I think I’ll start by giving a brief history of blogging, and then list the types/variations, and choices of blog hosts one is faced with. Then I’ll go into the writing and posting process. I may then try to go into how blogs are submitted into searches and databases. I dunno. Sounds interesting to me anyway.
5:47p.m. and still no other signs of life. This is fairly odd. I wonder where that one talkative girl is. She’s here all day on Mondays. She has morning classes and this evening class. I can’t remember how many classes she said she was taking.
5:55p.m. The one guy popped in and back out. So, once again, I am the only person in the room.
5:59p.m. Just us two guys.
6:00p.m. Nobody. Hmmm….
6:01p.m. Ah, Laura is here. And it’s just us. Two students and a teacher. Well, I guess we really won’t be doing much of anything tonight. We’ll see in a few.
6:05p.m. Diana popped in – she told me she had to find another lab, for the one she picked was being used.
July 24, 2007 – FYE101
Once again, this entry was written in the classroom…. you know the drill by now…
Well, shortly after I got here, I went to work typing up notes for my class. Well, the first thing I did was go to the classroom, and after I had discovered that the room was not configured as it usually is, I tracked down my instructor, and notified her. Following that, I went outside and had a smoke. Then I went to one of the labs and typed my notes. Now class is starting.
July 23, 2007 – ENG101
The following entry was originally written in class, and was transcribed at a later date.
I am sitting in the classroom. Currently I am one of two people occupying the room. But that is no matter – at least not a matter worthy of writing about. This makes the third? fourth? fifth? time that I have sat down in a class and started writing. The purpose of these writings are so that I may have more material to place in my blogs. I have yet to post anything. Maybe tonight. Maybe tomorrow. Maybe never. I hate typing from my handwritten notes and journals.
A little less than fifteen minutes until the beginning of class.
I drew a smiley on the dry-erase board in the rear of the classroom. I wonder if anyone will notice.
I posted the text from the assignment I am turning in tonight.
Viewable on LJ and MySpace.
I am one of five students now.
I really didn’t wan to leave home this evening. I’m glad I did. I enjoy sitting in a class. School is fun.
Oh, dear God. I think that I have the longest paper in the class. One student just said that his paper two pages. One is guessing that hers is three and one-half pages – guessing because they didn’t format it correctly. My paper is ten pages.
I am tired. And hungry. And thirsty.
I left my bottle of Dasani in the car. Maybe I’ll get it in an hour.
Four minutes.
It seems that (based upon what I am overhearing) I am the only person in the class who gives a shit.
One minute. The instructor has entered.
One of five. The sixth is out there somewhere. Who knows what happened to the other five, or was it six?
Ah, two minutes passed the hour, and we have taken roll.
Turned in the papers.
Ah, number six just joined us. Four minutes passed the hour.
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6:57p.m. So we’re taking a break now. We’ve spent the last hour discussing the possibilities of the next writing assignment. What fun.
Now there is a discussion about a couple of teens who stole a cruiser in Frankfort, or something like that. The student that guesses that they wrote three pages apparently knows one of the teens. Small world.
So, now we’re getting back to work.
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Class dismissed at 7:50p.m.
July 17, 2007 – FYE101
The following entry was originally wrote in class, and has been transcribed at a later date.
So, its fifteen after five, and I’m sitting in the classroom. Have forty-five minutes to wait. Tonight is FYE.
I just came from the computer lab across the hall – I had been there finishing up an assignment. We’re supposed to take notes on each chapter we read. I hadn’t been. Hell, I hadn’t been reading either. So, I spent this afternoon outlining the chapters we were supposed to have read up to tonight. Six of ’em. Typed notes. I came up with eleven pages worth of notes.Wasn’t fun either. I had to do one through five at the office, because the power was out at home. Just did number six here.
Well, I don’t know. Maybe it was fun.
Almost 5:30.
I’m tired. I wanna go to sleep. Oh well.
I missed last week. Damned car. I had no brake pads on the rear passenger. I did have the fortune of riding in with Shandra last Wednesday, however. That was fun. I hope it doesn’t rain tomorrow. I want to feel the wind again. Knowing my luck it’ll rain, and she’ll have to have the top up. Oh yeah, she’s giving me a lift tomorrow, too.
I had breakfast about an hour ago. I had been out this morning, so I never got the chance.
Now it’s 5:30.
Only thirty more minutes of sitting, waiting for class to begin.
My handwriting is getting worse. Damned computers. Not much need to write by hand anymore. Only need to know your name – and even that can be replaced. Biometrics. Finger-print technology. Just stick your thumb, and you’ll be set. I’d much rather do that than sign my name. Even though my signature is rather interesting. I like it anyway.
Sleepy. I am sleepy.
Little more than twenty minutes to go. I’d go have a smoke, but I’m nearly out of cigarettes.
Next ENG101 Assignment
So, I am supposed to be coming up with a paper for ENG101/Composition I.
I have got my idea. I have got an outline of sorts. I found some reference materials. All I need to do is sit down and start writing. Simple enough. For some reason, I haven’t though.
I’m going to be writing about blogging.
Fun.
Yes, I chose the topic. Freely. My own choice.
Here’s the catch. It’s a process analysis; meaning I am to give instruction on how to, and/or instruction on how it is done.
Yep. I’m crazy.
So, like, I’m going to write the paper for the novice, who has no clue as to what blogging is, or what the background is, or blah blah blah….
I may be in over my head. But, hey, I like a challenge.
Family Values
So, I’ve been keeping up with (through MySpace) all sorts of drama involving a family I know. I really don’t know why I care either…
The largest portion of the drama has been involving one friend, and her relationship with the son of this family. They’ve been fighting for years, and it has (as far as I know – Diana won’t let me get back in touch with the friend) completely fallen apart. I have been in full support of the friend, but, at the same time, I feel for the family…
The mother of the family has started to blog about her children, and has even posted a comment about her son-in-law, praising him and at the same time using the post as a jab at her daughter-in-law (or soon to be ex-daughter-in-law; the friend). Well, the mother’s last post was about her youngest daughter. She feels that she has lost her daughter.
A few years ago, the daughter had moved away to attend school some eight hundred (give or take a few hundred) miles away. During this period the distance between them grew. Now the mother is feeling saddened, for the daughter does not share the same love that she had once before.
I feel sorry for the mother. I feel sorry for I know that her world is falling apart, and that things she once knew are no longer true.
And I don’t know why I care.
I recall the daughter saying that she loved her family, but at the same time, she couldn’t wait to leave, so that she wouldn’t feel the obligations or oppression that she had faced while being at home. The girl realized that she had been and was being stunted by staying at home. She felt a need to break free. And apparently she has. and the mother sees this as something negative. I feel what she is saying, but I can see what the daughter is going through as well.
After having been at home for twenty years, it’s rather nice to go out into the world, and to truly discover who you are… and this road is a very difficult one to travel… and it lasts a lifetime.
I do not fully understand the gravity of the daughter’s situation, for I had never been in an environment as the one she had lived in. The family attended all church functions religiously, the children were schooled at home, and all significant others had to be approved. An old-fashioned family. Must have been difficult.
There had been a rumor circulating that the daughter had discovered a lifestyle which the family, and the Christian based school did not approve. From what I heard, this had been a lie told by another student. When I had heard the rumor, I honestly believed that it was very possible, and that it would explain the absence of communication between the daughter and family. It made sense that the daughter would cut ties based on this lifestyle change based on how the family treated her uncle.
I sometimes wish that I had never told them what the rainbow on his truck meant.
So, now, after a half hour of writing, I have lost all focus on what I was writing about. I believe that I should take that as a sign to step away from the computer, and to go do some housework….
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poop.
that’s all i have to say.
poop.
autoKDJ
So, i’m pretty sure that I have mentioned that Diana is into karaoke… and I may have even mentioned that I have set up our home PC to handle karaoke… ripped Diana’s discs to the HD, grabbed a few neato Winamp plugins, and so on… Well, here’s a post about the neato plugins…
autoKDJ…
Totally awesome… Takes advantage of Winamp’s Media Library, and has an interface where you can search your library, cue up songs and enter singer info, and even change pitch, tempo, and speed through the use of the Pacemaker plugin… But wait! There’s more! autoKDJ has a backdoor interface where you can interact with the set-up from a remote PC! You can have your Karaoke PC act as a server, up at the booth, and have a few other PC’s set around the venue so that patrons can enter their names and songs, and it all gets saved at your server – songs placed in queue and rotation sorted out, so that you never have to worry about keeping those silly little slips around or in order…
At any rate autoKDJ is awesome… and a hell of a lot better than the method that our favorite place uses… I’m gonna try and figure out how to sell them to the idea… Sad thing, however, I have seen their mp3-g zip naming system, and for them to take full advantage of autoKDJ, they would have to go through and rename every file… I do not know the size of their collection, but their printed master index takes up two four-inch binders… so… that be some work…
And I have no idea why I am sharing his…
quandary
So, I may have discovered something very startling… a trend… how our finances and moods correlate…
What’s scarier is that one trend I might have found is that when our expenses are at the lowest points, and our income is high, are the points where I have gotten Diana to calm down, and we have cut items… That also, if I am looking at the dates correctly, is when Diana starts liking me less…
This does prove that she is a materialistic person… Sure, she may not need physical pocessions, but she needs stuff…
I would really like to check this graph against all of my blog entries (past ones shall be difficult to locate) and see if I have written anything on our general temperaments at during those frames of time…
I did see one thing which I feel shows a correlation… During the time frame where she was feeling less loved and less appreciated, our income grew, as our expenses dropped… Obviously this is drastically changed when I left work to be with her… We spent a lot more, and had not a penny to our names… And oddly, she was happier…
Of course, when I think about it, it has been this way for quite some time, even back when we were starting out…
At any rate… Dates which I need to search are…
June – August 2005
December 2005
Feb – March 2006
May 2006
August 2006
Feb – May 2007
June-August 2005 – okay, there was some fighting, Diana wasn’t too happy. I cannot remember it being that bad… she was arguing about us not having things she wanted… like a cell phone, cable, and so on… then i got hired on full-time at concpet, and we got those things…. i remember that during this time frame, i was hoping that i’d get hired on so that i could either have money to give her, or money that i could use to run away… obviously i never ran away….
there is an increase in dining out during this time frame…
december 05 – there was increased spending – expected – holidays
feb-march 2006 – decrease in spending, odd considering a new baby was born… there was a tax deposit early feb, which accounts relative decrease in spending, but i do recall some more fighting here… diana had been threatening to leave again, if she didn’t get what she needed – note the increased cable bill… there must have been a little more fighting as well, note the appearance of liquor…
may 2006 – i cannot explain by looking at the financial statements… there is an increase in cell phone bill, and then auto repairs… i do not see why there is a lesser expense… but there is, despite an increase in dining out, and the aforementioned vehicle maintenance…
August 2005 – this is where diana and i point back to something happening, but neither of us can figure out what… we were at blows here… why, neither of us really know… we both claim that the one was not appreciating the other… it was shortly after this that i believed things were getting better, and diana claims that they weren’t… expenses increase due to van and approaching holiday season…
Feb – may 2007 – we all know this… during this time frame there was also a drop in expenses, due in part to diana’s short-lived employment… my income fluctuated a hell of a lot… so there was no gain there… i do see less purchases… i am not comprehending what exactly happened there financially… our balance was relatively low… but we were perfect on spending – until mid april, when you know what happened…
so, i dunno…
i need to look at the blogs… see if i can find more… maybe i can find a cycle to everything….