[Diarium] Sunday, November 17, 2024

🗓️ Sunday, November 17, 2024 21:57
🌖 Waning gibbous

 

I got a decent amount of sleep today, for a change, so I don’t entirely feel like a zombie. I’m still tired, however.

I am not following my usual thing tonight; I decided not to wear my vest, and I carried in a set of earbuds. I’m not sure if I’ll listen to my own thing tonight, but if I decide to, I’m equipped. As for the vest, I based my decision on having lost my name badge somewhere. I checked a few places in my truck where I would’ve expected it to get caught and fall off, but I didn’t see it. It’ll likely be a pain trying to get a new one, as backwards as this place seems to run.

I’m not entirely looking forward to tomorrow morning. I have to take Violet to get another set of retainers made, so I won’t get much rest between the initial school drop-off and the Dean drop-off.

I need more rest.

[Diarium] Sunday, November 10, 2024

🗓️ Sunday, November 10, 2024 21:54
🌔 Waxing gibbous

 

“what have you done today?”

I slept.

I really hate giving that as an answer. I wish there was more that I could do, but, unfortunately, work really drains me and leaves me with hardly any time to do anything. I really need to change that. Whether or not I change the work element, I need to change my inability to do anything. I just need to find a way to force myself into doing more than what I’m thinking I’m capable of doing. And the biggest hurdle I need to tackle once I get past my low energy issue is household chores. I need to fit in more time to clean the house, since it seems that I cannot rely upon Violet to help as much as she had said she would.

I guess a few of the things I need to do first in order to get myself in order is do a few of those “simple” things like exercising more and eating just slightly better. Exercise more; kinda laughable as I’m exerting a decent amount of strength and energy at work. But, I know that by now my body sees it all as normal routine. I should also look into better food options while at work, rather than what I’ve been getting myself to get through the night.

Sigh.

This sucks.

[Diarium] Saturday, November 9, 2024

🗓️ Saturday, November 9, 2024 00:08
🌔 Waxing gibbous

 

( this should be at 00:08 on Sunday)

Four hours ago the prompt asked, “what has made you happy today?”

Well, I ‘ll say and watched Coraline for the first time with Violet and the kids; that was pretty cool.

…but Nivea outdid everything with a quick surprise visit right when I needed to wake for work. Her and some friends got together and had a road trip back to Cynthiana, and while she was in the area she popped by to drop off a few little gifts she bought everyone. And, though her interaction with Violet was very brief–opening her door and tossing her gifts on the bed–the quick interaction and gifts made Violet nearly cry in happiness.

[Diarium] Monday, October 28, 2024

Monday, October 28, 2024

“Do you have time to write about your day?”

…or something like that was the prompt for today.

I guess I have a minute or two, but I have nothing really to write about. It was really another uneventful day.

After a couple days of searching, I gave up and ordered a new programming cable so that I can play with a radio Dad gave me last week.

That’s about it.

Now, I’m sitting in the break room, waiting for work to begin.

Ugh.

I wanna go home.

Lunar phase: 🌘 Waning crescent