[Diarium] Monday, October 28, 2024

Monday, October 28, 2024

“Do you have time to write about your day?”

…or something like that was the prompt for today.

I guess I have a minute or two, but I have nothing really to write about. It was really another uneventful day.

After a couple days of searching, I gave up and ordered a new programming cable so that I can play with a radio Dad gave me last week.

That’s about it.

Now, I’m sitting in the break room, waiting for work to begin.

Ugh.

I wanna go home.

Lunar phase: 🌘 Waning crescent

[Diarium] Saturday, October 26, 2024

Saturday, October 26, 2024

“Tell me something about your day”

I dunno. Not much to say. I folded laundry, watched TV, cooked supper, napped, and am now at work.

I feel a little depressed, honestly. I really wish that I was in bed, looking forward to a day of spending time with the family. Unfortunately, that’s not the case. And it looks like that sort of thing (other than what can occur on a day off) won’t be in the cards for at least another four months, if not longer. Honestly, it’ll be longer. Or, in the interest of our financial future, it’ll have to be longer.

I don’t know.

Sometimes this whole work thing is so damned depressing.

Lunar phase: 🌘 Waning crescent

[Diarium] Tuesday, October 22, 2024

Tuesday, October 22, 2024

“What have you done today?”

Not a whole lot, except work and barely sleep.

Did watch a movie with Ashlee at supper. Coco. Kids were uninterested.

Had a talk with Violet before leaving for work. Not sure if it helped any. Violet is continuing to struggle with being a teen. I don’t think there’s much that I can do besides listen and keep reassuring her that she’s a good kid and is handling things as well as she can and that everything will be fine.

I dunno.

Lunar phase: 🌖 Waning gibbous

[Diarium] Tuesday, October 15, 2024

Tuesday, October 15, 2024

Tired.

I don’t understand why people leave this break room a mess. How hard is it to clean up after yourself?

I don’t understand a lot of things about this place and the people employed.

I don’t understand why everyone seems to have a bad attitude about things. I don’t understand why there isn’t any sort of pride in anything. I don’t understand why everyone just carelessly throws things wherever. I don’t understand why nobody cleans up hardly anything.

It just drags things down. Doesn’t anyone realize that this negativity is contagious? Doesn’t anyone realize that it will just continue unless they make the change?

I don’t understand any of it.

Lunar phase: 🌔 Waxing gibbous