Wednesday, October 9, 2024
Tired.
When I got home this morning I completely crashed. Went directly to the bed, still fully dressed, and just collapsed. At some point Ashlee woke me enough to undress me. I didn’t awaken until 15:30.
I still feel tired. Several joints and muscles ache. It’s terrible. I don’t think I’ve felt this drained in a while, and haven’t felt quite this drained since I started working here. I guess it’s all finally *really* catching up to me.
I need rest. Good rest. And there’s not really any in sight.
On the financial front, I think I’ve got a better picture of what’s going on. Unless I’m mistaken, I think I heard Ashlee say that I kinda need to keep working for a couple years. While my pay is helping to work on things, it’s not quite at the pace I would hope it would be; I’m helping us stay afloat more than putting towards paying things off. I guess it doesn’t help that we’ve had a few odd surprise expenses pop up that have contributed to increasing our debt slightly.
I dunno. I’m tired.
I hope I can rest soon. I hope debts can be settled soon.
Lunar phase: 🌒 Waxing crescent