[Diarium] Sunday, November 17, 2024

🗓️ Sunday, November 17, 2024 21:57
🌖 Waning gibbous

 

I got a decent amount of sleep today, for a change, so I don’t entirely feel like a zombie. I’m still tired, however.

I am not following my usual thing tonight; I decided not to wear my vest, and I carried in a set of earbuds. I’m not sure if I’ll listen to my own thing tonight, but if I decide to, I’m equipped. As for the vest, I based my decision on having lost my name badge somewhere. I checked a few places in my truck where I would’ve expected it to get caught and fall off, but I didn’t see it. It’ll likely be a pain trying to get a new one, as backwards as this place seems to run.

I’m not entirely looking forward to tomorrow morning. I have to take Violet to get another set of retainers made, so I won’t get much rest between the initial school drop-off and the Dean drop-off.

I need more rest.

[Diarium] Sunday, November 10, 2024

🗓️ Sunday, November 10, 2024 21:54
🌔 Waxing gibbous

 

“what have you done today?”

I slept.

I really hate giving that as an answer. I wish there was more that I could do, but, unfortunately, work really drains me and leaves me with hardly any time to do anything. I really need to change that. Whether or not I change the work element, I need to change my inability to do anything. I just need to find a way to force myself into doing more than what I’m thinking I’m capable of doing. And the biggest hurdle I need to tackle once I get past my low energy issue is household chores. I need to fit in more time to clean the house, since it seems that I cannot rely upon Violet to help as much as she had said she would.

I guess a few of the things I need to do first in order to get myself in order is do a few of those “simple” things like exercising more and eating just slightly better. Exercise more; kinda laughable as I’m exerting a decent amount of strength and energy at work. But, I know that by now my body sees it all as normal routine. I should also look into better food options while at work, rather than what I’ve been getting myself to get through the night.

Sigh.

This sucks.