Tag: Diarium
[Diarium] Wednesday, May 20, 2026
[Diarium] Wednesday, May 20, 2026
[Diarium] Wednesday, May 20, 2026
[Diarium] Tuesday, May 19, 2026
[Diarium] Thursday, May 14, 2026
Yeah, nothing else to report, other than I don’t really wanna go back in there.
[Diarium] Thursday, May 14, 2026
Feeling mildly depressed, but not really over much of anything.
Found the music to go along with it; a Pandora station based off of Silverchair’s “Tomorrow”.
Been kinda busy enough at work.
I dunno. Not a lot to say, right now.
[Diarium] Thursday, May 14, 2026
A few thoughts that popped while driving to work:
I hate being such an asshole at times.
Whatever happened to pride-swallowing agree to disagree?
How can someone be so in love with someone as to sacrifice some of their own happiness?
I don’t know. Those are the thoughts. Meanwhile, I got interrupted in writing those down to help some guy in the lot figure out where his washer fluid went. Guess there’s my good deed for the day. Dear karma, take notice, and tell me I can go home.
I need to find a way out of this odd depressive funk I’ve landed myself into.
I dunno.
[Diarium] Wednesday, May 13, 2026
I feel trapped. I’m stuck where I’m at here at work. I’m really not liking it a whole lot in lawn and garden. There’s not enough freight to run. There’s too many instances of having to play both the cashier and the door host. I hate it. But I can’t promote. Sure, I could. But if I did, Ashlee and I would fall out of sync on days off, again. I’d love for her to come day side, but again, days off would fall out of sync. So I’m trapped. I hate this.
[Diarium] Wednesday, May 13, 2026
“Research suggests that chronic loneliness carries a health risk equivalent to smoking 15 cigarettes a day and is more dangerous than obesity”
Fuck. Guess I’m actually a two- to three- pack a day smoker.