Saturday, October 5, 2024
Just sat down at work. Feeling a bit jittery. And on the way here had a migraine come on, so part of my vision is blurred. Ugh.
I hate this. Working.
I mean, I really don’t hate working. What I hate is that I have to work here at night. It doesn’t seem like it’s really being that beneficial to us. It’s complicated our lives a bit, and seems to be just adding more stress than anything else. I think there’s been a little bit of help financially, but not quite as much as we’ve hoped. And part of what I feel comes from where I’ve been eating a decent chunk of my pay at work. I’ve been spending nearly $10 or more a day on food. So that’s fifty to sixty bucks disappearing from what I should be bringing home. And then my smoking has increased related to me trying my best to stay awake during the mornings to watch Dean.
I dunno.
I wish there was something that I could do that wouldn’t have such a terrible time at home.
Lunar phase: 🌒 Waxing crescent
